pensiveMy resume is out there on a couple of leads, which feels good. I rewrote it Saturday, since both my increased experience and the breadth of my search called for a new format. I dreaded doing it and put it off, but it was pretty simple once I was in the mood. And I have some good, employable qualities. In fact, I kick ass.
I'm steeling myself to go to a weekly church group tomorrow. That's another thing I haven't done in a while and have trouble getting back to. I go to church but haven't really been connected in community for a while. Tomorrow night will be devoted to prayer, and that compounds the effort. My spiritual life has been crappy of late, and I have trouble looking forward to praying with a group when I haven't really been praying on my own much at all. It's not guilt really, just distance from God. Illusion or real, I feel it, and illusion or real, I have to get up and walk through it.
That, or just break down and admit that I can't. I think that would do, too.
