Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Not my own

You are not your own, for you were bought with a price.

—1 Corinthians 6:19-20

This verse is my touchstone for the forty days of Lent*. Having a focus like this keeps me mindful of the work I think God wants to do in my life and gives context to any disciplines I observe in Lent. Right now, it's important for me to realize and remember that I belong:
  • I belong to God—He accepts me and loves me wholly in Christ, and He has also purchased me as His own.
  • I belong to the Church, to God's people, to Christ's Body and Bride.
  • Just as Lent is a season of preparation for celebrating Jesus' death and resurrection, I am also in a season of preparing to give myself to barlow_girl as her husband—I will belong to her.
  • Because I belong to God, I am not my own in the world. I am here to love and to serve.
  • Because I belong to God, I am not my own in my body. It is a temple in which the Holy Spirit dwells and a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God. Presenting myself to Him is my spiritual act of worship and my reasonable service.

Here are my some disciplines and fasts for this season:
  • No pizza (it's a first domino—pun intended—in my being lazy and gluttonous)
  • Cut back cable service
  • Dine out no more than twice weekly (unless with others)
  • Have coffee out no more than twice weekly (unless with others)
  • Get up between 0600 and 0700 for devotional time on workdays
  • Take lunch between 1200 and 1300 on workdays
  • No eating after 1900 daily (unless with others)
  • No television after 2200 on workdays (unless in mid-program)
  • No web browsing after 2200 on workdays
  • Go to bed between 2200 and 2300 on workdays
  • Make my bed daily
  • Call family weekly
  • Get together with friends (outside of work and Community Group) weekly
  • Record expenses and create a budget
  • Maybe a weekly fast day
Most are pretty familiar from prior years; it's the context above that frames them. As before, my main goal isn't taking on new things, but letting discipline help me release obstacles to living faithfully and walking with God and others. It's hard for me to give myself away, but I've been freed to do that boldly because I am not my own. I hope to learn more of what that means and looks like during this Lenten season.

*If you're interested, a brief explanation of Lent from last night's Ash Wednesday service is here, and information on observing Lent is here.
Tags: amy, discipline, quotes, relationships, scripture, the church, the gospel

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