Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai
banzai
  • Mood: awake

Wedding, work, and willpower

More wedding anxiety dreams the last two nights. It's always about not having the right clothes and running late, which is a pretty small and simple thing for an awake mind to handle. I just don't like waking up feeling stressed.

Really good day at the office yesterday. Threw around some exciting ideas and felt like I was contributing something unique and good. I like that a lot.

Discipline has been spotty, but not discouragingly so. Progress is progress—God is at work in me, and I increasingly have greater will to join Him in His work. While I'm not content with where I am, I'm on the right track and moving mostly forward.
Tags: discipline, dreams, wedding, work
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