Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Feeling more and more like myself this week, though I think there's a lot more still under the surface than above it. It's as if there's a filing room in my subconscious, where things are constantly being moved about without any warning and explanation. My waking life is shaped and shifted by these changes, but I don't have any clue about what changed, why, or how long it will stay. Though I may seem the same, I suspect I am constantly being revised and rewritten, sometimes so subtly that I don't even notice.
Tags: observations, paradox

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