Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Minor wallowing

Community Group was cancelled last night because Nate is sick. Gave me time to do the laundry and unwind, both of which were needed.

Both my weekend nights are spoken for. Tonight is dinner and Godfather night at Winter's place. Haven't seen it yet, which is almost unbelievable and vaguely shameful. Tomorrow is a "party of obligation" for Vanessa's birthday. How I hate the tug of these things, where it's taken so personally if you don't attend, but you're scarcely noticed if you do. I have many thoughts on this, all of which can be summed up in a word: ugh.

If I knew I'd be alone at the office today, I'd happily go in. As it is, I'll be dragging myself a bit. I just have real trouble focusing in the presence of others sometimes-- not their fault, usually.

Bah. No more wallowing. I need to get moving.

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