Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Facing front

Glad the sunshine is taking a break this morning; it just didn't seem to fit. Church and a congregational meeting (for election of elders, deacons, and a pastoral call) coming up this morning, so I can't just crawl into a hole today. Wish I could. I don't want to have to face sin anymore, and being with people always includes that. Being alone often does, too, but I can delude myself pretty effectively and regularly.

I know it isn't right, it's just true. The impatience and anger is already upon me-- a part of me-- just waiting for a target that will no doubt appear. Save me from myself, Lord, and others, too.

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