Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Return of the inner beast

As the days trudge on, I can feel more of my self-centered grumpiness coming through. I just want to withdraw, or to have my time with people be meaningful. So all my peeves are just that much more peevish, and the fact that this is an incredibly busy time at work is no help at all. The impulse to snap at people is just barely under the surface and my batteries are drained.

And so it goes. As with the rest of the week, part of getting through is just acknowledging what is. I'm in one of the best places I can be right now, even if my buttons are being pressed. There is work being done-- soul surgery-- on each of us, and I need to submit to that, learning to trust the Physician. My burden, in truth, is extraordinarly light.

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