Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Miles to go and low on gas

The week has beaten me, badly enough that I have to go in to work tomorrow. I hate that, but by late afternoon I caught the acrid scent of inevitability and resigned myself to it. Should only be a morning. Bit under the weather, so that's not helping.

This is rehashing and repackaging, but I think one of the reasons being with people tires me may be that I'm playing a role the whole time. Different roles for different people, but almost always a role. Not sure what "being myself" really even means anymore. I miss having people who could tell me.

I want to quit everything.

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