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One of my character flaws that seems to have become worse over time is that I can get absolutely obsessive about something that doesn't work. Yesterday and today it's about something technical (an "upgrade" seems to have broken the music functionality of my TiVo), but it can just as easily be about an idea (like last week's work frustration) or a relationship (don't get me started...).

I dream of my past failures and frauds almost every night. I don't sleep well.

So I'm in an awful mood and might be built to stay that way. And it's never about what it seems to be about. Besides which, I know that even many of the things that trouble me more deeply aren't things I should let myself be so bothered with.

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I do that too... hauntings... -_- obsessive compulsive about them. "shoulda done this..." "that was a dumb thing to say" etc...
Praying this for you:

"Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that you will abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." Romans 15:13, NASB