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Better late than never

Overslept and started work two hours late today, but it all evened out because the work I had to do took until 19:00. Good things accomplished, though it's frustrating that much of my effort was spent playing detective and ironing out things others had left neglected and wrinkled. That's life in the world, plus a little job security to boot.

It's been a very alone kind of week (work aside), and I'm not sure how I feel about that. Schizophrenic that way: I want to be known, but hardly anyone really knows me. No one, in fact, whith whom I'm in regular, face-to-face contact. My friends here are dear, without a doubt—there are simply things they don't know, facets which remain hidden. When it's time, I know, and that hasn't happened yet. Lots of long conversations get bottled up inside in the meantime (not that I could ever find the right words to have them anyway).

Taking in a movie with Connor tomorrow afternoon. Not sure what we'll see yet; I'll probably take a look once I'm finished with this. Looking forward to giving him his birthday present.

Comments

I can't help but notice that as you talk about your loneliness, you often have 5-6 girls post to most of your journal entries. You also have plenty of guys coming around to offer thier support.

You are a wanted man, whether you see it or not.
Thank you. I'm grateful for both my community in person and online. That love and support is precious, needed, and appreciated.

Some of what anyone reads here is going to be different from what I express in person. There are plenty of reasons for that, and one of them is simply logical: there's not as much need for me to rehash things I've already expressed in person, so much of the content will be those things I don't express otherwise. Understanding what I've said above, it'd still be flat-out dishonest to pretend that I'm known in ways I'm not, or that I don't miss it. We all have things we miss on this side of Heaven, and I have faith that everything that needs to be redeemed will be by the last day.
Are you happy with your relationships or do you long for more?
I am both. Does that seem odd?
Nope. Makes total sense :)

I just hope you know that from this side of the screen you seem like a reallly cool guy and several people seem to desire to get to know you more, and I am one of them. You seem thoughtful,intelligent and hilarious. Thats not a common combination to find in this world.
I'm ablush. Thank you.

And Im dating someone so you know Im NOT hitting on you

And there it ends..theres plenty more where this comes from, and I think others want to offer it too. If not, I do.I'm telling you, beer, theology, a burger. I'm up for it.
Nope. Makes total sense :)

I just hope you know that from this side of the screen you seem like a reallly cool guy and several people seem to desire to get to know you more, and I am one of them. You seem thoughtful,intelligent and hilarious. Thats not a common combination to find in this world.