Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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When you wish Wednesday was Friday, it's not that much easier to be motivated on Thursday. Then again, I'm only beginning to sip the morning java, so my disposition can only improve.

I think I need to be in love. Those reality-distorting endorphins can really carry you through a lot of crap. I don't feel like I'm getting much accomplished anyway, so it might as well be because I'm all starry-eyed rather than just feeling kind of blah.

Four meetings on the docket for today, none of them particularly energizing. The first is the worst: a meeting with an employee who is driving me (and a few others) a bit nuts. It's one of those where you find yourself kind of rehearsing what you're going to say in advance, which is silly, because that's never what you end up saying (or even should say), and it just makes the whole thing take up more space in your head. Then you tell yourself its silly and that you'll stop, and then, about eight minutes later, you realize you're doing it again.

What I need is to be *really* silly for a while!

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