Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

  • Mood:

Stomach knotting

In a funk. Worry, insufficiency, insecurity, uncertainty, anxiety, guilt, stress. Fear. Most of it is just in my head; when isn't it? That which is real is still not too much to entrust to God; in fact, that's the very thing to do with it. Need is a gift. I have trouble receiving it rightly. All I want to do is run away. That never ends well.

(Lunch might help, too.)

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