Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Wanted (every once in a while)

The days are better than I have any right to, productive and occasionally proactive. Feel grounded and effective, all by grace alone.

Jeff from Maryland called yesterday. Our conversation was cut short, and I’m starting to suspect he’s feeling me out to possibly return and join him on campus ministry staff. Love my Seattle and my life, yet it’d be good to work on campus again, and there are a couple of loose ends I could tie up there. Chances I would consider it are a maximum of 20%; it’s just good to be (possibly) wanted.

Connor just backed out of Enterprise tonight. What is it about me and getting stood up? Monday night’s Ministry Community Meeting was also lightly attended. Isn’t a pattern I much enjoy. I’m blessed with friends, but I think I’m fairly low priority for most. Great people to know, just not to count on. Used to it, mostly.

LiveJournal is seriously sucking, and there's apparently little percieved need to explain on the part of the administrators. This is why I don't pay these people. They would get along well with some of my friends.

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