Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Heroes. You're so tangled up in your own crap, you can't even find the world to save it.

—Angelus (Angel, "Calvary")

Though Wednesday is normally one of my social nights, this evening turned out to be one of solitude. Just as well; I'm not the best company right now. Patience eludes me, symptom of spiritual malaise. Holding onto the things I should let go of, and failing to grasp what I should be holding onto. I need God. He is always there. How is it that I can act as if He isn't?

There is always hope, for all of us.

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