August 14th, 2007



Felt really out of sorts by the end of the afternoon, enough so that I opted to bag out of our communitygroup dinner with Operation Nightwatch. Hated to do that in a lot of ways, but I suspect it's for the best.

It's been hard to even sort through my own head lately—everything seems to take a lot more effort. Having trouble even figuring out how to explain thoughts or finish sentences sometimes, and I hate that. It hasn't affected me much at work at all because I've built a system around almost everything, so it doesn't require much thought for me to keep moving. But left to my own devices, thinking and communicating are like swimming in molasses. I just feel…bogged…and I don't even know in what.