January 15th, 2003


In me

Reached out in a few directions today, neglecting dozens more. Limits.

Read about Jehu's anointing and clean-up of the kingdom in 2 Kings over lunch. Secret missions, terrible violence, deception, and justice. God is jealous and hates sin. The world is broken and people are unfaithful. How little I am willing to face. How great His mercy.

Good social time with Connor, Sara, and taci this evening. Wish I felt like I had more inside me. Too weary.

God is fighting for me, even now.

And the spirit of life
Mamela [Listen]

And a voice
With the fear of a child
Oh, mamela [Listen]

There's no mountain too great
Hear the words and have faith
Have faith

He lives in you
He lives in me
He watches over
Everything we see
Into the water
Into the truth
In your reflection
He lives in you

—Lebo M, "He Lives in You"
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