Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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They say if you aim at nothing, you'll hit it every time. At what am I aiming? I don't know. I've felt blind and directionless lately. I'd love to begin 2003 with clarity and resolve, but neither is coming readily.

Perhaps the task ahead is to wait. My prayer would be strengthened immeasurably if I could do this one thing; that shows me it is a great weakness. To be still, to wait, to hope— in the absence of direction, these are rarely wrong things.

Tempted to watch Donnie Darko or Moulin Rouge (haven't yet seen the latter), but I don't think either will be helpful for me. We'll see.
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