More peace today than yesterday. It's the peace of God, I hope. It definitely comes without answers or resolution (I would be suspicious of either, anyway). I suppose faith isn't about trusting when things are neatly tied. As my old friend Don Orange used to say, "It's a great day for faith."
Better able to read and to pray today; was even able to worship in the midst of work. Such blessings are testaments to God's grace, not to my character. I am cared for even as I kick against the goads. My spirit is far from settled, but there's just a bit of calm in the midst of everything. I will accept this gift, draw from Him, and hopefully give as well. How I long to have something to give, something of God and not just of me.
Demanding of God today. I seek rest for all of us, not just for me. Thankfully, that's just the kind of relationship He's invited me to have with Him.