Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Today is my first real, full day without work. It's so good to wake up without the knot in my stomach, to know I won't have to deal with all of the emotional pain my job presented. I'm free, and it is good.

More and more, I feel like a real person, like a human being instead of just a human doing. I haven't been a very good human being in some time; I'm learning and relearning a lot. I can feel the capacity to care reawakening inside me. The Spirit is at work and I am being renewed.

Last night I celebrated at the Canterbury. I hadn't observed that Sunday ritual in some time, and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. That's a feeling I hadn't felt in a while. If I wake up this early tomorrow, maybe I'll search for the best sunrise spot on Capitol Hill.

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