Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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A problem of presence

Thankful for another reprieve from Session this evening. Many, many hours poured into work recently, more than should be necessary. That's not a complaint; it's an indictment of myself. I've been having a problem of presence, of not truly being present in most aspects of my life.

Tried to write about just what I mean by that and ended up with crap. Maybe another time. In the meantime, my apologies to those who've spoken with me in the last 24 hours or so (though only a few will read this). Forgive me: I haven't really been there for you, and you deserve better. I'm meant to be better, too.

His mercies are everlasting, new every morning. It's the only way we can face the night.

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