Really should find ways to be less busy. Busy isn't just about activity, it's about not resting. I can be doing nothing and still maintain a level of internal noise that keeps stillness away. I also grab at externals, jacking into any diversionary pursuit. It's not helping me.
Joy. Tonight Victrola is screening a documentary on transgendered issues of some sort. I'm sitting with my back to the screen, so I especially don't get it.
I think I need to go home. This just isn't working.