Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

  • Mood:

Busy noise

Finance Team meeting this morning, laziness and a nap in the afternoon, Thai food and Victrola in the evening. Time slips.

Really should find ways to be less busy. Busy isn't just about activity, it's about not resting. I can be doing nothing and still maintain a level of internal noise that keeps stillness away. I also grab at externals, jacking into any diversionary pursuit. It's not helping me.

Joy. Tonight Victrola is screening a documentary on transgendered issues of some sort. I'm sitting with my back to the screen, so I especially don't get it.

I think I need to go home. This just isn't working.

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