Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

  • Mood:

Burdens and their bearers

I know the sun is coming, but I want the grey to stay.

Full day ahead at the office: tapes to mail, an Order of Worship to prepare, e-mails to send, and a billion loose ends to inventory and begin to tie. I'm not daunted— my heart is simply elsewhere.

I wish...

Moment by moment I debate whether silence or speech would be more damning to me. Currently, I opt for silence, my best effort to do no harm. Make no mistake: my heart is not so quiet. God is God and I am not. My questions, my petitions, my hurts, and my hopes are for Him— may I be kept from breaking another by trying to lay a crushing burden on mortal shoulders.

What are You doing, Lord? Why have You placed me here and brought my wild heart to life?

  • The analog ideal and the digital real

    There’s an underlying issue that’s been bugging me on the digital vs. analog stuff I’ve seen off and on for some time. So on Facebook, I tried to lay…

  • Being the limiting resource in the rushing stream

    Last weekend was our church's annual Men's Retreat, with the theme of "Living Intentionally." Though I was only able to attend a portion of the time…

  • Losses and messes

    Hasn't been the easiest past couple of weeks. Nothing awful in the scheme of things; just a steady stream of losses and messes, departures and FUBAR…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.