Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

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Dreaming ten minutes into the future

Last night I dreamed a day very like this one. I've that peculiar mixture of excitement and assurance that comes with a sense of standing on the eve of an upcoming something, making the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. My eyebrows raise and furrow as I scan the day. I listen for thunder and wait for the wind. As Napoleon: Show up and see what happens.

Recently, my sleep has been in shifts of approximately three hours. Such patterns are not alien to me, but they are old. As with many things, I wonder what they mean.

Increasingly aware of arrogance (mine) as the root of my grumpiness at the office. This will take repentance and effort.

Good Staff Meeting and a homeward bound time-out with taci. Sometimes I suspect she has more of a heart for my life than I do. Maybe I can return the favor, Brownie.

Something is coming, I think. I just hope I don't do anything stupid. God knows I want to.

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