Maximillian Amadeus Banzai (banzai) wrote,
Maximillian Amadeus Banzai

  • Mood:


I don't know where to begin, and if I'm learning anything at all, I clearly don't know where to end, either. Haven't had days like these in over a decade: emotionally inside out and all switches in the "on" position.

Can't write, and can't not write. Writing will be oblique, I'm afraid. Details don't unlock understanding anyway, not now. How is it that I found rest, comfort in the midst of this? But there it was, a quiet full of unknown familiarity. A gift. Are there more?

Had an unexpected lunch with my pastor that was also unexpectedly good. Funny how a couple of sunrises and sunsets can give me a whole new perspective on someone's heart. Compassion surprised me, understanding floored me.

But time has not always been my friend.

  • Losses and messes

    Hasn't been the easiest past couple of weeks. Nothing awful in the scheme of things; just a steady stream of losses and messes, departures and FUBAR…

  • Domestic bliss

    Nice to have a weekend that feels like a weekend for both of us. barlow_girl has been working like mad until the end of this week on a…

  • Rhythms and revisiting

    Apparently I'm doing some sort of coffee shop tour, if the past couple of mornings are any indication. Caffe Vita isn't an unusual spot for me,…

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